Life , :)

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah , today runs well. Not so productive actually because I feel so asleep. Haha.

And yesterday , I have checked out my JPA result. Fortunately , ya fortunatey I am not the chosen one. And thanks to Him because I feel relieved to see that as I am sooo confused about the choice betweeen the chemical engineer or pediatrician and I am so want some answer and yes , Alhamdulillah again ,Allah gives me the answer through this result. Thank you Ya Allah for make it easier.

And I feel it worth to give the scholar to one that want to be the engineer. Not the confusing one like me.
Aite ? Still , Allah knows the best and very best.

Hoping to ;

-be a good mahasiswa , inside and outside .
- strong , in foundation of faith *this , I think need the self reminder right and some help from people surrounding and doa' too.
-tajdid niat , LILLAHI TAALA . ( ni kena caps lock sebab remind diri sendiri )
- ingat , Putus asa di tengah jalan mesti ada kesilapan di titik mula. So , make it worth for Him and only Him we go to have further education and study .
- and as my friends set , don't let the niat because you want to be somebody like doctor , engineer , or whatever. make the ilmu worth not because the aim. biarlah ilmu tu nanti boleh guna pakai satu hari nanti. kan 3 benda yang tak terputus antaranya , ilmu yang diamalkan kan ?
-and be a professional muslims. and me , hoping to be a pediatrician one day insyaAllah .

Oh , that's all maybe. And I am so sad , because everybody is leaving soon.
My machinants.

Do take care , yourself and foundation of faith

Aku sayang korang semua. Nanti kita buat reunion tau one day . InsyaAllah.

^_^

AL-Quran , The Book of Guidance.

Assalamualaikum :)))

Hey , ingat tak pasal e books yang didownload tapi tak baca yang hanya suku je recover tu ? Whoa, i decided to read it back . And i 've gone through it back .

“(This is a) Book that We have sent down to you, full of
blessings, so that they may ponder over its aayaat, and
that those of understanding may remember.”

The Book is refer to Al-Quran. Nampak tak perkataan ponder over its aayaat and that those of understanding may remember.

I want to be the one yang UNDERSTANDING , dan bukannya hanya membaca je. Sebab selama ni ingat kalau baca je dapat pahala , tapi the usaha untuk faham tu lagi perlu. Sebab Al-Quran diturunkan sebagai peringatan , jadi kalau kita BACA BACA dan tak faham , macam mana nak jadi peringatan untuk diri sendiri dan orang lain . Betul tak ? Jadi kefahaman hanya dengan USAHA,

HOW COME?
-tengoklah tafsir and read ayat by ayat.
-kalau yang panjang tu fahamkan dulu.
-bila dah faham dan selalu baca , insyaAllah akan terkesan kat hati .

Allaah relates about the righteous amongst the Ahl al-Kitaab,
that when the Qur'aan is recited to them they fall upon their
faces in humble prostration and in a state of weeping, and that
it increases them in humility, eemaan and submission. Allaah
says
"Say, 'Believe in it (i.e., the Qur'aan) or do not believe
(in it). Verily, those who were given knowledge before it,
when it is recited to them, they fall upon their faces in
humble prostration, and they say:” How perfect is our
Lord! Truly, the promise of our Lord will be fulfilled:'
They fall upon their faces weeping and it adds to their
humility.”

And this part ~

 Ibn al-Qayyim, may Allaah have mercy upon him, says: "In
short, there is nothing more beneficial for the heart than
reading the Qur'aan with contemplation and reflection. The
Qur'aan encompasses all the levels of the travelers, the
conditions of the workers, and stations of those possessing
knowledge. It is the Qur'aan that generates love, desire, fear,
hope, repentance, reliance, pleasure, entrustment, gratitude,
patience and the rest of the different states that are life to the
heart and perfection of it. Likewise, it repels all the rebuked
characteristics and actions that cause the corruption and ruin of
the heart.

If people were to possess a realization of what recitation of the
Qur'aan with contemplation contains, they would devote
themselves to it at the expense of anything else. When the
person reads it with reflection and he comes across an aayah
that he is in need of, for the cure of his heart, he repeats it,
even if he does so a hundred times or the whole night. Hence,
to recite a single aayah of the Qur'aan with contemplation and
reflection is better than reciting the Qur'aan to completion
without any contemplation or reflection. It is also more beneficial
for the heart and more conducive to attaining eemaan
and tasting the sweetness of the Qur'aan

Contemplation and reflection tau :PP
InsyaAllah , sama - sama usaha.

However, one must know that the increase of eemaan that
arises from the recitation of the Qur'aan does not happen
unless one concentrates on understanding the Qur'aan,
applying it and acting by it. The case is not that he simply
reads it without understanding or contemplation, as many
people who read the Qur'aan will find it to be their adversary
and opponent on the Day of Judgment.

Ok , assalamualaikum semua. May Allah bless.

Me sharing. Sebab kadang-kadang kita buat silap yang kita tak sedar *facepalm.

May Allah ease.

Iman, hanya dengan usaha.

Assalamualaikum .

I found one new portal. Quran portal . Mantap , nak tau apa kelebihaan dia? Meh zoom mata kat gambar ni :PP

Seems like we have to read more and more to gain knowledge , right?

"1. Bacalah dengan (menyebut) nama Tuhanmu yang Menciptakan,

2. Dia Telah menciptakan manusia dari segumpal darah.

3. Bacalah, dan Tuhanmulah yang Maha pemurah,

4. Yang mengajar (manusia) dengan perantaran kalam,

5. Dia mengajar kepada manusia apa yang tidak diketahuinya."

Pernah wonder tak kenapa , membaca is the first ayat sent to Prophet Muhammad ( peace and blessing upon him). Pernah wonder? Sebab dengan membaca kita akan faham , walaupun baca banyak banyak kali.
Kalau tak baca macam mana nak faham , hatta  kalau tengok cerita korea pun kena ada subtitle betul kan ?
Lepas tu kita yang tak faham langsung korea ni , akan baca subtitle kan?

Basicnya , membaca .

Menuntut ilmu memang sangat dituntut dalam Islam :DD
It's would be nice bila ada teacher sekali nak share share pengetahuan , dan explain the thing yang kita tak tau. Right, so have time kita visit visit quran portal ni .

http://www.quranproject.org/portal/Products/ViewProductDetails.aspx?CategoryID=2&ProductID=28856

Hari ni dah masuk rejab , let's have the spark of Rejab sisters and brothers.

Sharing too , mungkin kita boleh baca masa time lapang ke , time bila bila lah kan . Nanti dah masuk U , pun boleh baca. Selain mantapkan English , we share the knowledge about Islam. On the other side yang orang jarang ambik kisah. Some people . But yet , changing is not a crime.

Tinggal kita yang mantapkan diri kita , orang boleh tolong bagi semangat , kibar panji panji still kita yang have to look very hard and push ourselves very hard through those changes kan ??  And pray to Allah , diberi ketetapan iman , hati tak bolak balik. Doa is a weapon too?

Me too , ingat senang nak bagi support kat diri sendiri the do's and dont's bagai. Susahhhh sangat , yet Allah tengok usaha so marilah kita berusaha bersama sama , menguatkan diri sendiri sambil memohon kekuatan kepadaNya. Kan kan ?

May Allah ease. #Eh , macam lupa nak bagitau the shared link.

http://ebookbrowse.com/iman-causes-behind-the-increase-and-decrease-of-eemaan-shaykh-abdur-razzaak-al-abbaad-pdf-d287165356

I have yet download this , but tak sampai suku pun recovered . But I wish to recover it as soon as possible, pray for my as soon as possible tuuu :D Hoping to siap memahami sekali. >.<

Assalamualaikum :D

Infinite Thanks Dearest Teacher.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim .

Assalamualaikum !

My brother is yet drawing on a piece of paper besides me now. That's not the point actually.
Actually , I miss my teachers a lot :')

When the memories come back , how I miss to be in the class although sometimes I have to make the equation in front of the whiteboard , especially in Chemisry classss.

What's more , carving some memory here,

- the moment rushing to Chemistry class , morning and evening . Everyone is walking faster carrying the books and files and yet the one who late is the trio or forth or all all eight guys , kiddin'.
-the trio is Sany , Poyi, Sopi . Fuza too . Sometimes.
-having Biology class in the evening , how sleepy have to walk upstairs and after that lost our sleepy ness ( do exist that word?) when our teacher , let us watch some videos. Inspiring , funny and biological one :D
-ADD MATH class and Math. I miss my teacher and the way she does the assalamualaikum part.
-watching videos with Teacher Azlina :DD Teacher, I have some movie that I love. The girl motivate part. I am searching for that video. Sobs :')
-the very the one , Cikgu Syuhada . We had a happy time in BM class right?

what's more,

- I always love the surronding , of everyone is asking in PSI and QS class. And sometimes we spill from the right topic. Spilling to kahwin part :PP
- We always have ARABIC class in morning . And I always feel sorry to ustaz if sometimes we fall asleep when he is so enthusiastic in teaching.It is all our fault , haha :D
-Physics class :DD I'm lovin' it although Cikgu Rafidah is angry with us, but she has the ability and she will suddenly cool down. Thanks teacher :DD
-and last and foremost, the SEJARAH class with Cikgu Shahrul is really really interesting part. I remember about the explorace. So cute to see everyone is running to find the clue .

There's so many thing to write it down here , and with all of my heart I would like to thanks every teacher who teach me a lot about life , patient in handling with us and handling us with care.  Alhamdulillah for those blessing.

This is somehow , the memory when I am in Form Five, yet I still remember all the memories , insyaAllah since I was born until today. And infinite thanks to all my teacher here and there , for creating to a better Nurul Aqila binti Mashkuri even sometimes , me hurt you , or making you sad with my result . Still, may Allah take care all of you dearest teacher .

May Allah ease the path in taking care of your students.

InsyaAllah , I would share the succes , which is build from yours hardship , struggle , sacrifice and others.


Sincerely,
your student.

:)

p.s : 

I had my best balm. Alhamdulillah.

Assalamualaikum semua.

I am thanking Him for giving me the chance to feel this redha , redha and redha. Dan bila kita diuji dengan tak dapat apa yang kita nak , apa yang kita aim , and I started to know how that feel . Sedih , kecewa.

Diwajibkan atas kamu berperang, padahal berperang itu adalah sesuatu yang kamu benci. Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui. (Surah. Al Baqarah:216)

Been a reminder to myself :)) Thanks to Him for The Best Balm ever. Alhamdulillah.

And now, a new journey started. Eh , wonder woman in Islam kena keep strong in whatever kan?
InsyaAllah . Pray for me , for my next struggling . InsyaAllah.

I am so like some quote , header of my senior blog , a sister from Queensland.

Seeking mardhatillah in every action that I take , every word that I say, every decision that I made and even feeling that I have . My life and death is belong to Him. And only Him.

Ok, semua. My next struggling is on 2 June , insyaAllah. Menuju keredhaanNya. Moga jumpa jalan. :D
Dan keep strong on this road. InsyaAllah .

JPA 2012 , New World To Be :D

Assalamualaikum.

Eh , nowadays macam pathetic sikit. Mungkin sebab the one yang kita aim , is not coming to the point. Dan Allah ada ceritera yang lebih baik untuk seorang hambaNya.Dan untuk meletakkan redha dekat hati , mungkin memerlukan masa. Dan mungkin belum kenal , maka tak cinta. Been there , done that.

Keep strong , girl :))))

I think there's something to fix. Something to gain. Something to gear up better.

Btw , yesterday I had attend the JPA interview . Alhamdulillah , alhamdulillah . Girl , this is what call rezeki. And be thankful. I have a great great interview which placed at Kolej Kemahiran Tinggi Mara Rembau.

Sampai-sampai sana , dah masuk zuhur. Solat kejap then lepas tu pergi daftar . And I am the last one for Kelompok Dua :DD Alhamdulillah takde kes macam UTP hari tu , semua dokumen settle . Dan terus masuk group yang consist of sorang Indian girl , Sanghita *perhaps , two chinese boy , and one malay girl from Semesra :DD

The sis yang mengiringi nama dia Sis Akma. Kitaorang masuk bilik first , modul penyelesaian masalah. Kitaorang dapat tajuk " Eksploitasi Pengemis Cilik " 20 minit bincang , 10 minit tulis , and 15 minit present , and other 15 minutes we've got the question , by the interviewer .

" Ok , panel 6 . Kalau macam ni macam ni macam mana?"

K. I am the panel six. Lupa nak cakap , and I am applying for Program Teknikal Korea :)) Dan for modul one, kena cakap fully BM. One hour is finished, another one for modul study case.

We've got the picture of P. Ramlee , and the question is ,

" how the subject of picture contribute to the sense of belonging of youngsters,"

Soalan ni banyak buat kitaorang sengih sengih sebab sebab to get the main point is so so hard ,
banyak tragedi point berulang masa bincang. Dan our fasi is Brother err..err.. I forgot his name.
The things happened like modul 2 and all the discussion matter , presentation semua in English.
K masa tulis kat kertas mahjung pun English jugak :pp

Oh , lupa for your information , panel masa discussion dia pun menilai. Kita kena cakap kuat-kuat lah jugak tapi bukan kuat tahap menjerit. The ok ok kuat :))

Ok , for modul 3 is more to questions and answers . And the language spoken depends to the interviewer,
and kita ada personal introduction dulu to introduce ourselves . The course we applied , and for modul 3 psiko is the main thing , thought soo :)

Dia banyak bagi soalan macam ,

" what if kalau JPA hantar budak main pick up je based on result SPM tak payah buat interview"

"what if kalau korang yang top top result ni kitaorang tak hantar kat luar negara , korang ditugaskan untuk naikkan ranking universiti kat Malaysia dan kami hantar yang 4 dan 5a kat overseas,"

" apa cadangan supaya JPA dapat pilih budak yang berkualiti untuk hantar pergi overseas. takkan interview je,"

"kenapa nak pergi overseas sedangkan sistem pendidikan kat Malaysia pun bagus jugak . ramai jugak orang luar yang craving nak belajar kat Malaysia . Korang pulak nak pergi overseas ,"

"awak ada sijil bahasa . cakap Jepun sikit . ," *this is not for me. Ini untuk the Malay boy who is applying to Japan.

" define me terms sharing technology dengan other countries. kalau boleh bagi contoh sikit ,"

"kenapa jati diri perlu untuk rakyat Malaysia ,"

kat sini dah macam debat . haha . i have some tips , one of this chinese guy dapat perhatian interviewer walaupun at the beginning dia senyap tapi dia dah come out dengan satu idea , which he answer to the question how JPA want to get better student , instead of interview ,

he said " interview parents sekali ,"

interviewer is so so , pelik . tapi berminat dengan idea dia . walaupun he cannot brief his idea.

so the tips , yakin dengan idea walaupun macam upside down je bunyinya . the thing is here is not what wrong or what is true , ini hanyalah nak tengok sama ada kita yakin dengan idea kita atau tak.
sebab ni kan idea , so boleh je nak jadi kenyataan walaupun tak mustahil .

kan kan ? so , berakhirnya intterview pada pukul 5. alhamdulillah it done great.


praying is the matter at this times. I am not putting high hopes.

Hoping that Allah gives the best . InsyaAllah .

To my friends who get the MARA interview , goodluck guys. I pray for you all insyaAllah especially my dearest Machinants. Sobs  sobs. Sedih pulak lepas ni bertebaran di merata-rata tempat.

Remember guys , connection wireless ada. Put your trust in Him. Jaga foundation of faith kat mana-mana pun. Doakan diberi kekuatan iman , semoga state of iman sentiasa di atas , kalau ada dii bawah , semoga dapat bangun. Minta pada Dia , :)

and semoga Allah jaga kalian elok elok.
semoga kalian dapat yang terbaik.
semoga kalian diredhakan hati dengan apa yang diperoleh.
semoga kalian kuat dalam jaga foundation of faith.
semoga kalian berjaya dalam petebaran hidup masing-masing.

semoga dijadikan great people dalam agama yang dapat menyumbang kepada Agama.
sebab aim kita is not just limited to be someone in the world , someone in akhirat tooo .
insyaAllah.

may Allah ease your path , my sisters and brothers.

assalamualaikumm semua.

Weeks :D

Assalamualaikum .

Ni jalan nak masuk kampung kita :P Rindu pulak kat kampung . Rindu nak balik kampung. Rindu , rindu , rindu.

That's too too much Nurul Aqila.

Baru perasan my entry mesti bercampur English dengan Malay ? Bagus ke tu eh ? Adakah merosakkan bahasa. Ahhh , kenapa pulak terfikir benda-benda ni pulak. Mungkin the feeling of appreciation and semangat nasionalisme tiba-tiba flow out the way it is . Haih , me me :P

Now , I am currently stuck in Korean Drama. Sarang Bi . Bi tu Hujan . Noh Bi. Noh Hujan.
Alhamdulillah got to learn a few words , Korea. Satu pun cukup kan kan ? Bi , bear in mind.
Nanti kalau korang pergi Korea, orang cakap Bi tak payah buat muka pelik ,apa tu apa tu. Kan dah tau Bi tu Hujan :)

Lagi apa ?

Btw , alhamdulillah . Syukran to Him , I've got to attend the interview for teachers. Tesol .
10 May ni kat Maktab Raja Melewar , somewhere in here Negeri Sembilan. And yesterday , Alhamdulillah again , I've got the chance to attend the JPA interview for program Teknikal kat Korea. And the interview will be held in 8 May . For sure , it will be the hectic weeks. And hoping for myself will keep calm and will not serabut when handling with the interviews.

Pray for me , ey ? Yayyy ! I am longing for your doa. Bila kita kumpul doa ramai-ramai , insyaAllah usaha pun berganda-ganda. Doakan tandanya berusaha jugak kan ?

And , you who is reading, I would mind if you share with me either your success. I will be happy with that although it is just the interview. And I am so not patient to wait for the UPU result plus MARA result on this becoming Monday, as a big number of my friends is applying for Mara and I am so teruja to know the result of them and I am praying everything will gonna be fine , InsyaAllah.

No matter what. Allah had set the path for us. And for us , selagi ada peluang nak berusaha ,berusahalah capai cita-cita tu. Kan kan ? And yet , kalau dah tak ada peluang langsung , Allah knows better . Tapi still berusaha dulu cari peluang , Allah had open the path . And kalau it is close for us to gain what we want, maknanya Allah dah set jalan yang lagi cantik untuk kita. Walaupun selama ni kita ingat , jalan yang kita nak pilih tu lagi cantik.

 Fighting has been enjoined upon you while it is hateful to you. But perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you; and perhaps you love a thing and it is bad for you. And Allah Knows, while you know not.

Reminder to myself tooo .

To be redha of what we will achieve kalau benda tu bukan apa yang kita aim , is not sooo easy . But Allah dah compile dalam Love Letters dia , Allah knows , while you know not .

Oh okay , Muslims Clique. Somehow , we have another plan for us. For those MCs. We are striving to have a Naqib for us , so that we will gain better knowledge insyaAllah. So may the plan success . And actually we are hoping to get him as the Naqib . InsyaAllah :) Now , striving for better ilm :D

To others , jaga diri :D

K. Assalamualaikum semua .

Semoga jadi yang soleh dan solehah :DDDD